Shall we reflect.
I know that I cannot pick my acne for the sake my own confidence. I have now done a lot more than I thought I would. I should get tested. I'm with someone who has lost herself along the way due to the society in which she exists. I had my first thoughts of depression today. I get aggravated way to quickly. I'm not being a nice person. I'm being average. At what point did I sacrifice the confidence I can exude by knowing myself. I want to know myself more. I'm lost currently. I'm still madly in love with a girl, who is doing as she knows. Drugs become benign as those that I'm around impact me. I am presenting myself as an image who is not professional, truly understanding of himself and those around him. I'm not living in the moment. I'm not advancing myself playing the Uke, taking cold showers, getting ahead, Why am I not more interested in changing. Is it because I'm okay with my grades. Get pissed dude. You're meant for so much more, you will travel the world and experience small towns in the Netherlands, jump start economies in third world countries, and experience so many things that tumbr would dream about. Stop being so normal. How do I stop being so normal.........good question, realistic question. Heres a start. 1. Get back ahead in your work (Part one/two finished BIT Tomorrow. QC done) 2. Start reading again (buy book tomorrow) 3. Find animal place to volunteer or other place and start. 4. You know how to succeed at these schools. So do it. Start by planning tomorrow. 5. Find an amazing internship. Take the time to do it. 6. Start taking cold showers/meditating again. You'll feel so much better and think clearer. 7. Alexander, you don't get an unlimited supply of time.
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