I have so many thoughts. Just when I think I'm figuring out who I am, I'm so lost. I don't know what direction to head and have so much on my mind I have no since of clarity. Ive spent the past week not being someone I want to be and although constantly reflecting on that, nothing changes.
Heres the first step. Respect everyone and do nothing negative towards them. Just don't, until you figure out who you are. I'm supposed to have an internship by now. I think this leads me to think of myself as a failure without current prospects for the upcoming summer. What am I to do. I think I'm so disheartened by how small I feel. What good is complaining about it though. Success comes from pushing through this, so lets push through this. It won't be easy but I know theres more for me. Its so difficult for me to do this when I'm so distracted by the college atmosphere around me. How can I overcome this? How can I mature beyond what my environment allows. What do I need to be happy? I need to acquire an internship for the upcoming semester that has international options especially in Australia. I need to be focused on progress in everything around me. I need to.
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I am on a mission to rebrand myself. How does one go about doing this? I know my strengths. I am futuristic, an activator, a communicator, strategic, and I know how to take control of a situation and make decisions. These are the traits of someone who makes something happen. Tomorrow I will wake up and crave to have more and then I will make it happen. I will take action. I will put a dent in the CS project. I will set an initial plan for pledge ed, I will broaden my prospects to be an intern this summer at a company I can learn something from, I will have the positive interactions I want to have with people, I will be ready for BIT the following day.
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July 2017
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