Being single sucks. The thoughts that go through my head are constantly about how I appear to females. Am I not wanted? Am I not good looking enough? How hard can it be to get someone to sleep with me when hundreds of college students get laid every night. Xgirl friends don't make you feel much better. Knowing that they are out there getting laid with some guy who didn't have to put in the work that you did, someone who won't know her as more than that. On the other hand I left her for a reason so why am I having these thoughts, I wasn't physically attracted to her, sex sucked, she had no depth and the list goes on. I fall back on that because thats all I know. How do I over come this? I stay busy, I focus on others, I become a better version of myself because I expect the same for whoever comes into my future. Why am I addicted to tinder, no girl at college is looking to make a legitimate connection on there. So why do I keep re-dowloading it? Patience. I need patience. I cannot be so focused on sex and absolutely must stop watching pornography because it degrades a mans soul. I will keep a tally this week. I will overcome this by pinching myself whenever I feel the urge to look at a girl longer than passing over them. Once you've become the full version of yourself your problem is going to be finding girls who are in it for more than the outside. Tomorrow you will wake up, envision the man you want to be, and become HIM!
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July 2017
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