A day full of odd emotions.
I overcame my thoughts of not going to the gym and went to the gym. Therefore I took one more step towards the optimal me. Tomorrow morning I will do the same. I had someone honk at me on the way to work and contemplated what the emotions of that other driver must have been and what that meant to me. I arrived at work and began my day of productivity in which I made great contacts, knocked out a lot of my long term assignment, still felt awkward with the interns but I don't think its a problem. I'm realizing I need to be more focused on what I'm doing and less of what others think I am doing or who I am(nothing new of course). I also found background piano music to be a great way to have a way to get the help of a rhythm without clouding out my thoughts. Mckayla came up on my mind as usual and I thought how great it would be to have a fantastic falling out with her where I tell her how much she fucked over something that has probably meant more to me than......well everything. I then revert back to the realistic view of which incorporates the fact that she isn't the same person and that she's doing a ton of drugs and not going to be a stellar, all-inclusive CEO, human being that I need in my life to pull me further up. I went on with the day and felt clarity, and the appreciation of others. Very thankful for Kate's stretch assignment and networking today. In one year I wish to have more to look back on in terms of giving back to the communities that have allowed me to thrive, I hope to have someone who I have something very special with even if only for a bit but also remain mature in my drive and actions, I wish to be soundly invested for a few thousand dollars, on my way back to Australia to begin a new life in a position I actually enjoy. I can look back on my most successful year yet in terms of personal and physical growth. I want to have another triathlon under my belt, have been a great TA with the personal recommendation of Donna Wertalik. I hope to strengthen my closest friendships through thoughtlessness. I want people to think of being friends with me as being one of the best things in the world. I want to inspire those who come after me to become better versions of themselves. I want to be able to jam on the Ukulele and be half fluent in another language, such as Mandarin. In 3 years I want to have a million dollars. I want to have articles written about me for bringing a new twist to a very old art or concept. I want to be surrounded by people that are totally loyal and I loyal to them. I want to still be physically active and have great relationships with everyone in my family. I see myself as listening more than talking, I want to have spent more time traveling and coming away with new understandings of the world around me. I want to be looking to own by grandparents farm in Australia. In 10 years I want to be absolutely in love with someone who I wake up with every morning and am just amazed by. I want to comfortably have a few million dollars, a son and a daughter living in Australia. I wish to be able to spend most of my time traveling, consulting groups around the world. I wish to be a human oriented CEO that really invests in his people. I want to be able to take care of my parents and help them to live an absolutely amazing retirement....I want this more than anything! I know its not going to be Mckalya who I am married to because its going to be someone even more special and driven. I want to be changing the way the world does something.
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