Today was tiresome. I got stressed with work. Co-worker said "its just work" and I realized how boring a life with "just work" must be. Got home and didn't follow my rules, my will power had shrunk or something. Realize thats something I need to work out so I can have a build up of testosterone. Also picked aggressively at my acne, we will see just how bad in the morning. Got Kayla to make dinner with me friday but not feeling all to confident in myself right now. Also when I speak I need to think about what I am saying, made myself look like a fool today. If its not necessary or doesn't provide entertainment for something then....dont say it. In fact new rule
Don't speak unless asked a question, am adding necessary information(changes an outcome without a doubt), or adding entertainment, then don't speak. I am doing well with working out. I am doing well with family. Tomorrow I will focus on my new rule, be less focused on those around me i.e.. social media and checking my phone. I will take deep breaths.
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