A day full of odd emotions.
I overcame my thoughts of not going to the gym and went to the gym. Therefore I took one more step towards the optimal me. Tomorrow morning I will do the same. I had someone honk at me on the way to work and contemplated what the emotions of that other driver must have been and what that meant to me. I arrived at work and began my day of productivity in which I made great contacts, knocked out a lot of my long term assignment, still felt awkward with the interns but I don't think its a problem. I'm realizing I need to be more focused on what I'm doing and less of what others think I am doing or who I am(nothing new of course). I also found background piano music to be a great way to have a way to get the help of a rhythm without clouding out my thoughts. Mckayla came up on my mind as usual and I thought how great it would be to have a fantastic falling out with her where I tell her how much she fucked over something that has probably meant more to me than......well everything. I then revert back to the realistic view of which incorporates the fact that she isn't the same person and that she's doing a ton of drugs and not going to be a stellar, all-inclusive CEO, human being that I need in my life to pull me further up. I went on with the day and felt clarity, and the appreciation of others. Very thankful for Kate's stretch assignment and networking today. In one year I wish to have more to look back on in terms of giving back to the communities that have allowed me to thrive, I hope to have someone who I have something very special with even if only for a bit but also remain mature in my drive and actions, I wish to be soundly invested for a few thousand dollars, on my way back to Australia to begin a new life in a position I actually enjoy. I can look back on my most successful year yet in terms of personal and physical growth. I want to have another triathlon under my belt, have been a great TA with the personal recommendation of Donna Wertalik. I hope to strengthen my closest friendships through thoughtlessness. I want people to think of being friends with me as being one of the best things in the world. I want to inspire those who come after me to become better versions of themselves. I want to be able to jam on the Ukulele and be half fluent in another language, such as Mandarin. In 3 years I want to have a million dollars. I want to have articles written about me for bringing a new twist to a very old art or concept. I want to be surrounded by people that are totally loyal and I loyal to them. I want to still be physically active and have great relationships with everyone in my family. I see myself as listening more than talking, I want to have spent more time traveling and coming away with new understandings of the world around me. I want to be looking to own by grandparents farm in Australia. In 10 years I want to be absolutely in love with someone who I wake up with every morning and am just amazed by. I want to comfortably have a few million dollars, a son and a daughter living in Australia. I wish to be able to spend most of my time traveling, consulting groups around the world. I wish to be a human oriented CEO that really invests in his people. I want to be able to take care of my parents and help them to live an absolutely amazing retirement....I want this more than anything! I know its not going to be Mckalya who I am married to because its going to be someone even more special and driven. I want to be changing the way the world does something.
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From an unexpected place come some of the most valuable wisdom I have ever happened across. Out of all places....a book on attractive women. In this book it speaks of 3 things in which one becomes and is perceived for who they are. First, however, a recap of the day.
Today I cooked a great and healthy protein filled breakfast, drove to NG headquarters to meet with the other interns. I believe I am different from the other interns as I seem to not be fitting in quite as well as I expected at a professional setting. I explored the campus and obtained the contact information of a few important figures who I will email first thing tomorrow. I realized how fantastic of a lady Kim is. I realized how much my thoughts seem to revolve around the concept that I would be utterly and completely unhappy sitting in a cubicle staring at a computer screen as I am doing now. The thought came to me that there are smarter, harder working, more connected people out there who want exactly what I want. What a trivial thought but first time it has become physically real. And this is also what has inspired this post. My desire to become the best version of myself due to the only way I might ever be content and the optimism I have for knowing it is possible. ON with the day....Drove back to Richmond, realizing how much of an aggressive driver I can be, which is not good in this new very unstable car. Ran, another thought on the above three, ate chipotle, began a budget and wrote this. Okay so onto the 3. How you treat others, how others treat you, and how you treat yourself. I have begun to make this the cornerstone of who I am and will expand on this in everything I do now. Rules I set for myself: I will do physical therapy and take iron daily as I am supposed to. I will maintain my daily workouts along with added abs and pushups incrementing by 5 each day. I will not have sex with women on the first date. I will stay money conscious and stick to the budget currently in progress. I will set aside 5 minutes every day to meditate as a priority. I will read 20 pages of my book every day. I will reach out to one boeing employee each day. I will spend 3 minutes imagining myself in 1 year, 3 years, and 5 years. I will never smoke a cigarette again because I care about myself more than that. I will contact childrens museum or some volunteer work by the end of the week. This will be an ongoing post but this is what I have for now. |
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July 2017
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